How often do you ask for help? One of the biggest problems I have is asking for help for anything. I remember when my ex-wife and I decided to move back from California after my first daughter was born. I flew her and the baby back to her parents house in Arkansas, then flew back to California, rented a 27 foot truck and proceeded to load an entire 3 bedroom duplex into the back of the truck by myself. After a day of loading, I climbed in the truck and started the 2000 mile cross country trek alone. And when we arrived, I would have unloaded by myself until a back spasm hit and knocked me to the ground. Even then I still limped around picking up lighter boxes and smaller things all the while favoring my right side. It's crazy and I wish I knew where it came from. It's a fear, I know, almost a phobia. Maybe I'm afriad people will see me as weak. Maybe I'm afraid that by asking for help, I'll owe something. I've spent some time meditat...
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